Half a year

The span between the dairies has became half year.
The latter diaries has almost lost the meanings substantially to write for the self-mind control.


Looking back to the times a little time ago, the situation has became changed.
Encountered some books and some ways of thinking like Native Americans and old ancient Chinese philosopher, now I'm in the different place where I was last year. Perhaps that is a positive change.

The situation has has not changed but the way of perceiving has changed a little.
As a result, whether we can be happy or not depends on our ability to feel the happiness.

My father seems to have decided to retire on September this year. Time is passing by earlier than we expect. I became 30 years old this year and it means these things.

I bought Mac O.S 9 for starting music again. That may end up with the only plan. But we can not live without act. Only acting makes us live. Even if it is infertile, only acting produce the meaning of life.